its weird how love , start off so sweetly then end up to be such a blur ..
i'm scared , very scared .
i dont want to know what the future would be like for me & him .
i dont want to lose him ..
even though i've been there so many times before ,
i dont want , i dont want , i dont want !
not now not ever .
i want him for now , for-ever .
i dont want to have to live with on a memory of his smile , his laughter .
i dont want to lose him .

i love you jonathan lua ,
thankyou for making everyday , the happiest days of my life .

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here , i'd like to wish dylan & kendrick a very big happy birthday !
have a merry birthday alrights ?

OHYA ,
and to all c girls volleyball people ALL THE BEST IN SOUTH ZONE ALRIGHTS ?
hahah . im sure as united as our team are , we are sure to win them :}

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