♥ BESTFRIENDS ? im trying , and its getting better everyday .
Friday, February 6, 2009 -{'2:55 AM
I just wanna be alone tonight , take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight , and every time it cuts me deeper
Cause something’s changed & You’ve been acting so strange
its taking its toll on me , now Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave...
im fine , without you .
held on to this for so long and i'd always thought that it would work
but not now , not anymore .
when i realised the lies and more of the lies you've continued to say .
i felt like i trusted the wrong person all along .
iris .. i've got nothing more to say .
when you said those words to others , saying that i did not keep my promise ..
you never once asked why i even reacted this way .
BESTFRIENDS dont make use of each other ,
Bestfriends dont take a tic for a tac .
bestfriends dont do that .
when you told me you were making use of me ,
have you thought of how i felt ,
that every now and then ,
everytime we hanged together ,
everytime we pour out our feelings , it was all just a LIE .
then when you said ,
oh , you did that to me thats why i purposely do it back to you ..
why must you do that , why not just tell me .
im changing , you're changing , so why not just tell me .
why must you always make yourself win know that by winning you already lost ?
you said ,
you diao me so i diao you back ...
it doesnt even make sense ;
you said ,
from last time and now ,
you've changed .
well , i guess i did .
i changed ,
BECAUSE I SAW THE TRUTH .
and now i find it hard to even forgive you .