i feel cheated .
i feel dead .
cold , so cold .
numb . so numb that i cant feel anything at all .

baby , where are you when i need you so badly , where are you ?
right now , my hand feels so weak and powerless typing ,
i cant walk on my own , i take only bites of those tasteless food .
do you know how awful i'm feeling now ?
i just need you but .. nothing. no one . not a voice nor a sound .
everywhere surrounding me is so empty .
like our picture ripped apart into two , burning in flames .
i dont know , to move or not to .
it sucks feeling like that , but i have to take it .
even without you ...

then i realised ,
i'm alone , here .
theres nothing , that makes me feel alive now .

baby , where are you ?

-with love , bel .

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